How Lady Julia Got Her Groove Back

No, I haven't taken a Jamaican trip and hooked up with a strapping young islander, but I do think I am getting my groove back at least a little. It probably doesn't make much sense, but even though I'm still very sad about certain aspects of my life, I've been sad for so long that it seems as if my mind and body have said, "Hey look - you can't be this way forever. Look over here - this feels good and it's probably a whole lot of fun." In other words, I'm starting to find a bit of laughter and wickedness again.

Over the last couple of days I've had a little fun by calling a few friends and leaving friendly little messages on their voicemail when I knew they couldn't answer the phone. (Now - if you are one of the recipients of these voicemails - shh, that's private between me and you.) They weren't tooooo naughty of messages, really. An example might be... "I hope you're having a good week and that you're behaving yourself." Then - I'd laugh that little naughty laugh I have and would continue. " Of course you have - because you're a good boy - a very good boy - and I know that a good boy like you must be behaving. Mmmm.. now I like that. It's nice to know that you're such a good boy." Then I'd laugh that naughty little laugh again and hang up. Of course that particular message only works for men who have listened to my MP3s enough that certain parts of their bodies respond well to that phrase ;) SO much fun :) I loved thinking about how they reacted and where they were when they listened!

Then, to make things even more fun, a couple of them called me back right away - anxious to talk about what very good boys they were being - and I didn't answer. I let it go to voicemail. Can you imagine that anyone would think me evil for doing this? *innocent look*

Smiles - if you haven't received a friendly message from me yet (or maybe even if you have), then perhaps you will or will again... maybe while you're at work or in the grocery store - who knows where you'll be, what I'll say, and how you'll react? ;) If I have your number and you're my friend.. well it could just happen.

I'm planning on doing another "experience" soon as well. I always love doing that. I've realized that the more I do that I enjoy, the more alive I will feel and the happier I will be. Smiles - the happier quite a few people will be, come to think of it ;)