Dearest Pet

I love controlling him... his response is always so intense, so exciting... so hot! Since our relationship is for now a long distance one, I wonder at times just how intense it would be if we were together 24/7. I know from my previous relationship that the excitement doesn't have to diminish once we're together all the time and the day to day activities of living take over. When that happens, I will simply proceed to control him in a slightly different manner. I know it doesn't matter - here or there, he's mine. I control him and that excites me beyond words. What we have is something that transcends distance when it has to.

I was thinking today about public play. I *love* public play. Not something where we would get caught and arrested ;) , but enough so that there's a big element of risk and we *could* get caught and arrested. I haven't done anything like that for awhile and I miss it. Since we're apart now, I'm making "long distance" plans to fill that need. After all - I'm a good Mistress and very creative when I need to be ;)

Until we're able to act on my "big plan", I realized I can use my blog as a bit of public play. While some things between us are intimate and only to be shared with each other, I've decided to print a few things here in order to make his submissive heart squirm a bit. I like that - knowing that he's on the edge... restless and wondering what I'll do next. Wondering just how far I'll go and if I will actually delve into the slightly humiliating. The answer is yes I will... some. And you'll like that, won't you my pet?

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Dearest Pet,

This morning I woke up and was especially aroused. I thought I should go ahead and get up and start doing things, but I felt an ache that wouldn't really go away unless I addressed it. I closed my eyes and started thinking about how much your obedience excites me. Not just your obedience about my cock - of course that excites me, but your overall desire to please and obey. I know that pleasing me feels so good to you and honestly it feels wonderful to me. I could feel that wetness that signals how truly excited I am by what you do and how you feel. I lay there for a long time, touching, thinking, enjoying. I finally was so turned on that I started slipping in first one and then two fingers.... thinking about my cock being buried deep inside me. Soon I was writhing, gasping... the tension increasing until the pleasure overflowed. Mmm... that felt really good.

I've been thinking about our rituals. How you wait by the phone, kneeling and naked, every night at our special time. Not knowing if I'll call or if you'll just be left there aching... wanting... frustrated. That devotion - that control - is so hot. I can feel myself responding again even now. You please me so much.

Mmmm mmm.

Ok, I had better get back to work before I am tempted to set this aside and slip My hand back between My once again very wet thighs.

your Loving Mistress