EXPERIENCING HYPNOSIS THROUGH LADY JULIA'S EROTIC FEMDOM MP3s

by a willing subject


Dear Lady Julia,
 
I seem to have developed a little ritual that proceeds the actual listening. I locate my CD player, the headphones, and the CD that I want to listen to, and head to the location on my couch that has become my trancing spot. During that time, I can feel my body and mind already preparing for the session. A mix of anxious anticipation for Her words, and comfort in the knowledge that the soothing calm is just minutes away. By the time I sit down begin listening, I am already in what seems to be a highly relaxed state - a sensation that is very different than any other time when I sit at that location. I feel the heaviness in my limbs and my breathing quickly becomes slow and deep even before I hear the first words.

Given that each MP3 is different, what I experience is somewhat different for the various inductions, but always very pleasant and inviting. I am no longer concerned if early in the session I find many unrelated thoughts floating through my conscious mind. This used to be a bit distracting as I felt I really needed to concentrate, but I have learned to just let the process happen on its own - and it always does. No matter how busy my conscious mind is, I keep returning to the words being whispered into my ears. I find that as the induction progresses, less and less of my conscious mind is occupied with other thoughts - that more and more is becoming consumed with the words that are finding their way into my subconscious. Soon, everything is pushed to the side except for the soothing words and the physical sensations that they are creating. It becomes easier and easier to just follow the words and let my mind and body respond without my conscious thought.

As the session progresses, I always find myself amazed at the intensity of the relaxation and how nice it feels to just let go. As heaviness becomes more pronounced, the sensation sinking grows stronger. It feels as though I am really sinking down into the couch further and further as the weight of my body increases. Eventually, I am not really aware of my body at all - I become disconnected from it except for physical feelings that the words direct me to experience. Also, I experience a physical sensation of dropping down each time the words tell me to go deeper, or that I am falling deeper, spiraling down, or anything of that nature. When that happens, in my mind I see myself moving vertically down a dark tunnel. I seem to "see" rings of dim light that travel around the circumference of the tunnel, and I see the rings moving up, past my head and field of vision. My mind seems to create the visual clues that I am dropping or falling down deeper to accentuate the auditory input and stimulus.

Generally, somewhere along the way, I feel my eyes begin to flutter and bounce around behind my eyelids. Sometimes the movements are subtle, sometimes rapid and dramatic. This comes and goes during the sessions, but I have come to associate it with being very deep in trance or with times when the voice in my ears is providing suggestions that are powerfully appealing to my submissive desires. Recently, I have found that sometimes my eyes tear up at various points during the session, usually associated with the more pronounced fluttering. I can feel a few tears slowly escape my eyes then roll down my cheeks. Just to be clear, it is nothing like "crying"but rather a few drops of warm salty water caressing my sensitive skin. It feels very nice and somewhat comforting, but I cannot explain why that is.

I continue to be surprised by how quickly the time passes during a session. Before I know it, I am being counted up and brought to full consciousness. I awake very alert and relaxed, filled with pleasant sensations as the words still echo around in my head. I look at the clock and grin as I realize how much time has passed, and I begin thinking about when I will have my next opportunity to experience another intoxicating escape.